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22 December 2015 @ 06:19 am

Merry Christmas, my Livejournal friends!!!  I hope you all have a good holiday!
15 December 2015 @ 11:27 am
Hunter's gamer rage = Broken TV, broken cellphone, broken game controllers, loss of money.

>.> I'm going to the psychiatrist today... about depression and getting angry.  But don't I have a legit reason to be angry?  Or am I clinically angry?  I don't want to be loaded up with pills again... *sigh*
14 December 2015 @ 06:39 am

I hate my phone.  I used to love it.  I just can't get the keyboard to pop up in a lot of areas that I normally would type.  I'm lucky I can even text message.  I have to have this phone another year before I can switch.  I emailed Samsung and they told me to do everything I already have done.  AVG and Malware Bytes told me there is no problem.  This happened after the KitKat recent update and I haven't heard anyone else complain.  :/

06 December 2015 @ 11:13 am

I have been extreme busy.  Shop till I drop for presents, grocery shopping, pretty much Walmart daily.  Cleaning our garbage pit for guests tomorrow. Which is taking days... Yesterday was the sponsored breakfast at the veteran's museum.  Today is my 32nd birthday.  Family stuff.  The 3rd was the Christmas parade and Hunter's mom's birthday.  Tomorrow is Hunter's birthday and guests coming over.  Today we have a party for me.  So much stuff all at once!  I'm physically pooped enough that most my other time is sleep.

I'll post pictures later when I get time.

28 November 2015 @ 04:12 am
So.... Thanksgiving was good.  I went to Hunter's grandpa's house for it.  There is going to be another with his dad on my birthday. His grandpa banned his dad from ever coming over.  His dad is a deadpan snarking smart ass and he is abusive.  His mom and dad are divorced now.  His mom is so much more happy. His dad is all depressed and stuff.  I hope Hunter doesn't fall for his lies.

Okay, okay, back to Thanksgiving.  Hmm... I ate A LOT!  Not even at the actual meal.  The actual meal I had one plate.  For breakfast, because we were going on a trip out of town, I had a chicken biscut and a hash brown.  For dinner I wasn't hungry, but on the way back Hunter got hungry.  He decided on McDonald's.  I ordered 2 cheeseburgers and a medium fry but I ended up giving half of it to Hunter.  >.>

Other stuff.  I need to aquire the extra blank Christmas cards from Hunter's mom.  Not easy.  She is busy Monday and Tuesday.  And she is still out of town with Grandpa Sunday.  Another thing.  I need her with me because I have to call the life insurance company and I need her to help me when talking on the phone.  I'm anxious about them saying something that I don't understand.  I can barely make an appointment for a doctor without being anxious.  Let alone call the life insurance people.

I sound completely pathetic.  My anxiety interacting with people and my social skills suck.  I'm working on it with a therapist.  I haven't went over phone calls yet.  Mainly in person stuff.  I need to tell her about the phone anxiety and the thinking of all kinds of things that can happen making it hard to call.  I've made a bit of progress with the in person thing.  I had trouble adding to conversations after introductions.  I'm getting better with the introductions.  I also try and smile to people who make eye contact randomly to appear friendly.  That was an idea for making friends... that hasn't really done a thing... *sigh*  Aspergers sucks because the anxiety with it can be crippling.  I'm so timid and slow that when I tried jobs I got fired.  That's part of why I am on disability.

I replied to comments and I read some journal entries today.  I am up at 4:00 AM though because of it.  Plus I'm behind in forum posts elsewhere.  Gah...

I restarted playing Persona 3.  Been a long time since I touched it.  I never did beat it before...
Current Mood: indescribableindescribable
Current Media: Lacuna Coil - Heir of a Dying Day
21 November 2015 @ 06:58 pm
So, this is going to be a TMI post about me going to the hospital because I could barely poop for a week...

I warned you of the TMI...Collapse )

If you didn't read that part it is okay.

Now I have a cold or a sinus infection or something... great...
21 November 2015 @ 05:16 pm
Photoshoot at Hamacon MiniCollapse )
Current Mood: sicksick
Current Media: Watching Supernatural.
19 November 2015 @ 11:45 pm
I was on the best cosplays of 2015 list for Hamacon mini!
Link to see post on The Planet Weekly.

I'm the school girl that's reading!
Current Mood: excitedexcited
19 November 2015 @ 07:42 pm
I had some sushi today! Yum and yum and yum, yum, yum!  I also had a lot of calories. I'm close to my period so my appetite is super ravishing.  It kinda sucks that not only am I stuffing my face with food, but I am also days constipated.  My gut feels like it is going to literally explode. I have had a lot of acid and I've puked three times.  I just want to poop!  It hurts so bad! I am almost to the point of curling in a ball.  However, my TV show is on.  I had to even unbotton my pants.

TMI.......Collapse )

Also, stole from crazybellatrix!
Current Mood: sicksick
Current Media: Watching Heroes Reborn
19 November 2015 @ 11:34 am

I have to go to the dentist today for a cleaning!!!!  ACK!!!
They will.... scrape my teeth!!!!  And I will cringe!!!!  GAH!!! 
Current Mood: scaredscared