These shoes rule!  I got them off the Hot Topic web site for a cheap price of approx. $16 with shipping.  I need to learn to wear heels.  Hanging around Laurie and Paula while they are both in heels makes me feel left out.  I kept seeing heels at places we shopped... but they were killer prices even on clearance.  And for someone learning to wear heels it might be better to go cheap if I fail miserably.  :3  And black matches tons of stuff...  But I will still need to break in my Sailor Venus shoes when I get them.  Must learn to wear heels for conventions... must....

Welp... besides just shoes.  I was all being grumpy about my weight.... but I found some pictures of some pretty good plus sized Sailor Senshi.... maybe I won't be as crappy as I thought... but really... I'm eating tons of veggies and fruits right now... hopefully I loose a little be Nekocon atleast...

This is an art I did with copic markers again.  Speaking of I ordered some new ink... anyways, it's Suiseiseki from the anime/manga Rozen Maiden.  She is kinda part chibi... but not totally. Reminds me of a pinky st. figure actually...

My friends introduced me to a lady who makes costumes.  She kinda said things indirectly insulting to me.  But she also said she made one of my friends cry over his cosplay and my friend said she didn't... I wonder why she said that.   He said he didn't even know her...  I guess I needed someone to talk too that understands me feeling crappy about being indirectly insulted.  I don't think the lady meant to be mean... oh well.  Let's just hope my medication that made me gain so much being reduced helps me loose a bit before the convention. 

Hmm.... I did loose a few pounds since I was at the doctors last.... maybe it was all that walking this weekend.  I can't wait to get off one of my pills totally so I can work on lowering the other...

I wonder where my friend Sam went..... did she loose her net?

I'm going to be cosplaying Sailor Venus.  I always wanted to cosplay a Sailor Senshi.  And Don wants to ruin it saying he will pretend not to know me while I am dressed as Sailor Venus.  What a jerk.  He can't even deal with it.  It's something I always wanted to do.  Now that I have the chance before I become and old fart and can't cosplay her... he has to be grumpy and all in the way.  Why the heck does he hate Sailor Moon so much.  I've never been so mad at him in my life.  What is the difference between me in a Sailor Senshi outfit than me in regular clothes (at a convention)?  It's still me!!  Not like I'm going all out in public wearing it.  I won't go out to eat dinner at the con in it.  So why be an ass if it's in the con!?!?!  ARG.

He kept telling me not to do a Sailor Senshi before I decided to.  But then I decided after my two friends did Mars and Mercury that I shouldn't let Don keep me from my dream cosplay.  I want to cosplay venus really bad.  T_T  Don is being a big giant jerk.  What kind of boyfriend does something so mean?!  He has been the perfect boyfriend in every way... except this one thing that is taking it too far.

Sorry for my rant, everyone.  I really needed to get this off my chest...

I need to do a friend's commission but it involves nudity and computer reference... so I can't do it around my family.  D:  This weekend might be busy again.  T_T  I'm sorry Rob!!

Oh dear.  Photoshop 4.0 is a real drag.  The drawing came out as crappy as it could have.  I hate this version. At this rate I have to go out and buy Photoshop 7.0 and get back in gear.  Anyways, this is Kei Kurono on this art.  He is from the manga and anime called Gantz. Gantz is my current favorite anime and manga.

I'm watching Heroes season 2 volume 1 from Netflicks.  :3  This is a good series.  It reminds me of X-men... but not with the weird spandex and stuff.  LOL.

I was going to do a commission for a friend.... but I didn't bring my markers to Don's house.  And I can't exactly do it at home because it involves nudity.  I would do it in my room... but the reference is on my PC.  I hate taking my computer to my room because it gets really hot in there with a PC in there.  @_@  It really is hot already.  I will get the commission done as soon as I get time to do it at Don's or a friend's house.  :3  Because it involves nudity I won't post the result... but hopefully my friend likes it.  That's the main concern.

:3 *continues watching Heroes.*

I made a purple outfit for my doll last night about 3:00 AM... I could not sleep yet again.  I made it out of some old clothes I actually never got to wear that got too small.  ._.  What kind of clothes?  Let's just say it's probably very apparent.  Heh heh.  It was just to practice clothes making. >_<  I feel weird for using that piece of clothes for her... but it was also brand new and I never used it...

Well. I think I will probably have Alice sleep in those clothes.  They look more like pajamas.  Yeah, I named her Alice.  I was going to sell her to my friend Tiffany.... but recently I got more addicted to her.  I really enjoy her alot... in fact I even made two YouTube videos on her!!  ( http://jp.youtube.com/user/GantzGirl )

I really need time to read my friend's journals.... but recently I've been playing Arcana Heart with friends and playing with my dolls.... @_@  Plus I am on Gaia and Den of Angels forum a lot of the time. 

So, I hope everyone is doing ok.  I'll have to read Livejournal eventually....  I bet I'll be totally lost when I get to it.  I have the problem of being preoccupied at the moment...

:3 Oh god. I got cussed out again. I woke up this morning and the toilet was plugged up. ._. I had to go to that lawyer's office so I didn't have time to find the plunger though I looked, i didn't have time to put the TP on the roll.... and I got cussed out bad by my mom. ._. I WAS going to do it when I got back, but there was rugs all blocking the bathroom door so I went to the back bathroom and forgot about the TP needing to go on the roll AND the darn plugged up toilet.... mainly cause something about the lawyers office. ._. So basically, I was preoccupied with other stuff... like that guy being a no show... then after we left the office he popped up... now we have to go back. WTF?! Getting ready and worrying to death over it took up all my time then I had to worry some more and forget stuff.... ;_; I'm a scrambled mess.... can't I get a break?!

I got my copic markers.... so I tried them out.  This is the best image I came out with so far.  It is a lot easier to color with the tips on the copics.  (´▽｀)  I'm so happy I am getting to be more professional.

This picture features two random original characters I drew.  The closer girl I more wanted detail on the swimsuit, while the other girl has a less detailed one.... but still grabs attention.  I guess I did that because the more detailed one makes you look at the swimsuit.... then you suddenly notice the tanned girl in the background.  The bright yellow is to distract you... but you still see the background.  LOL.

Hmm... I have been kinda crappy feeling lately.  I don't know why.  I keep getting headaches.  I think today might be lack of sleep.  ._.  I rolled around all night... plus went to bed late.

Anyways, if you were wondering about the lack of usual updates... well, I have mostly been updating on Xanga.  ( http://www.xanga.com/chiiruchan )  I've been doing non drama posts a lot lately on there.

I ordered a Dollmore Doll... and guess what! I sent the money to the paypal address that they didn't want it sent to due to problems... they had something on their site about it labeled "Paypal" and not "Paypal Problems" so I didn't think of it.  Then I contacted the person and they said they had forgotten their paypal e-mail password and needed it recovered.  @_@  So I had to send them a screenshot of my Paypal saying I sent them money.  :O  Now I hope I get my dollie...

She will not be as the picture is there.  Just similar.....

Anyways, I got a new PC but I need to transfer data and learn Vista.  @_@  Also... I need to install photoshop.  Speaking of art... I ordered copic markers.  XD  YAY!  I have to learn to use them by nekocon..... O_O; 

I've been on Xanga alot lately..... pardon my dust.

Oh... and I need to get to bed soon..........

It's late....

I got a new phone.  It is a red "Arc" phone.  It is one where you pay $20 every 30 days.... more than my previous carrier but I get to just go to the store and get a card to refill instead of use my credit card online...  which gets annoying.   Then I had to call them up to refill my minutes where I can just go online to refill my new phone. It's Virgin Mobile.  Let's hope the phone doesn't break again........

My cell strap matched my old phone better.  @_@  Kinda umm... blue, red, black, and white there.  LOL.  I don't plan on getting a new phone strap till maybe Nekocon if I see one there I like.  I wonder if this new phone can use them flashing cell charms...  My last one wouldn't....

Oh yeah, I've been on Xanga more than LJ as of late.  @_@  I dunno... I like both for their various reasons.  And Xanga is my art blog.... done alot of that lately.  Well, mostly art blog.

This is my first bento.  It contained two brown sugar mochi, one peanut mochi, carrots, and two onigiri rice balls full of avacado and carrots.  There was a bunny container with wasabi and soy sauce.  I'm glad I was finally able to make a bento.  Now I need to find or invent more recepies.  I think I might add fruit next time.  I was terrible at cutting the avacado.  I wonder if I could possible make bunny shaped apples.... I might need more practice cutting fruit first.  The bento was very tasty.  I think this just might be a fun new hobby of mine.


P.S. Thanks to Tiffany for helping with the rice balls.

My weight is making me so mad right now.  I want to scream!!!  RAWR!! 

My arm is... killing me.  (*´Д｀*) It hurts from the needle... from getting blood taken.  I almost fainted.  My arm hurts so bad.  (´；ω；`)  All the way down my arm...

The doctor said that I need to try and loose weight by cutting calories... which I already started doing weeks ago.
My working out was fine.  Good amount. （ＴДＴ）  But I need to loose weight for my health.  If I can't loose any weight I might need.... bypass.  If there are complications... I could die.   I don't want to die. 

｡ﾟ(ﾟ´Д｀ﾟ)゜｡ｳｧｧｧﾝ

Whatever the case... I don't think I can do my mile walk with my arm hurting and my head woozy.  I think I'd better wait till it stops. 

Yet another art by me.  This one is a sweet lolita style girl in pink. The hearts are so cute.... and  there are sparkles everywhere. (=ﾟωﾟ)人(ﾟωﾟ=)ぃょぅ!  Woot! I think it turned out quite beautiful. I originally drew the girl in 2007 on MS Paint, but I decided to fix it up on photoshop.  Now it looks even better. 

Σ(･ω･ﾉ)ﾉ  Wha-what is this? Yet another artwork by the notorious ChiiruChan!!  It is....it is... very.... sexy!!  (つд⊂)ｺﾞｼｺﾞｼ  Oh I am not looking.... so shy.  Ok.  I lied. I like to look at this.  (●´ω｀●) If someone confronts me on my ecchi work in real life... I wonder if I'd blush. 

I walked a mile.... plus a quarter of a mile.  And now I'm mad because the scale didn't go down much.  In fact this morning it was up.  D:  Why me?! 

The first thing in the morning after 2 hours of sleep... I got cussed out because the roll of toilet paper wasn't in the dispenser. Then my mom was further more an ass. I told her not to worry about the TP and I'd get it in a minute... I was in the middle of updating my signature on a forum... like a minute later, I get cussed out again for not doing it. WTF?! All I had to do by then was copy and paste the image tag into the signature space and I'd be done... but no, a minute passed so it obviously took too long.

After that she started slamming stuff around in the kitchen being pissed off because I had a bottle of medication on the table. D: What the heck?! I was going to use it and I needed to remember so I sat it there, but oh my gosh, a bottle of medicine on the table is so out of place and terrible looking she freaked out. D: What the devil...? She is such a clean freak I want to strangle her. >_< ARG!

Ever had an epic dream? I had one.... and it was really insane!!
( Uber Weird Dream Alert!! )
( What could the dream mean...? )